I don't know what is wrong with me..?

I had a serious boyfriend,(13) then I broke up with him because he was acting like my mom. I kissed Dallas(13), then the next day, Tony(13). couple months later transferred schools because of my mom, then I met logan. he fingered me on the bus, we made out. later that day, i went to my friends Dylan's, made out with him, (15) then me then kissed dominic (13) because he was depressed he couldn't get a gf. he got embarred and texted me and told me he wanted to act like it never happened. about a week later, which is today, i went to the park to meet eric, (14) which i made out with last night and he fingered me. he wanted to have , and i said no. then i was making out with him on the ground, and alex (15) came up to me and put his hands in my bra and tried to take off my shirt. then I hugged sebastian (14) and afterwards, he asked me out over a text, and i didn't reply because i used to hate him, and idk if i like him or not because he called me alot of mean and rude names in the past. I want 1 guy, but i think i cant find anybody, and don't say your too young, because im not. and don't be blaming this on my parents either. im really smart, and i worry about school alot, and i have alot of friends, but i love to do bad things behind my strict dad's back. btw im 13. i just turned 13. recently. very recently. oh and there is this guy devon (13) who i sent nudes to and got caught doing it and got my phone taken away. i got it back, then got caught shoplifting and got it taken away 1 hour later